Weird.. totally weird.. confused? You bet. There is nothing to be confused about yet I'm still confused. I know what my head is saying, but when my heart says otherwise.. to put it simply.. i'm FUCKED.

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Mommy will be going to Paris Tomorrow.. in London now.. Asked her to bring home Eiffel Tower and London Eye as a souvenier.. she thought I was nuts.. well guess what mom!! I AM!!

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I know I've been acting rather differently lately. Thanks all for your concern, truely appreciate it, and it truely enforces the fact that I have a great bunch of care, loving friends. I am fine now. None of you are involved in this so it will be unfair for me to carry on like this infront of you all. It's something I prefer not speaking out about, I hope you all understand. It's something I need to go through by myself. Ofcourse whether I can cope with it or not.. that's another question altogether.