Hayfever.. eww.. settling down a bit now.. thank god...
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Things tended to go from shit to fucking rotten shit. However in the recent days, its surprisingly taking an upturn. But then it's starting to giving me a few concerns here and there, as it seems as whenever life turns for the better, it is followed by the worst. The important thing is not to take granted of this "better" situation. I shall try my very best for that.

As usual, been fuckin labbing (no, I wasn't fucking in the lab) after bloody labbing (no, the lab wasn't bloody) after shitty labbing (and NO!! the lab didn't have shit all over the place).
I don't know hey. I try to study heaps.. I mean heaps. But somehow it doesnt seem like nothing much is going into my head. Usual case is that if I study hard, even though I feel as if nothing is going into my mind, it will pop up during the paper.. which is a comforting fact to know. However, there are discomforting facts as well. The fact that your endless studying, when it comes to exam, you tend to forget the most fucking obvious thing, until about 10mins before the paper is over.. then you say "OHHH MOTHER FUCKIN SON OF A FUCKIN WHORE'S FUCKIN PIECE OF FUCKIN SHIT!!!!" or somewhere along thoes lines. Is it the pressure? Is it the stress? (Does pressure = stress??) Regardless this shit happens.. and I fear for it. Exams are bad bad bad.. tsk tsk tsk