Is it the endless studying (productive or otherwise.. perhaps more of the latter than the former)?
It has to end someday.. right?? So I want to believe. However it just isnt the way things are.

Yes I have a paper in few hours time.. Yes it is my final paper this semester.. Yes it is my final paper this fucking year.. (I like the word YES... YES!! YES!! YEEEEESSS!!!
So whats so wrong about that you ask (as in the final paper part.. not the yes yes yes)?? Shouldnt I look forward to the end of it?
Ofcourse I am looking forward to the end of it.

Then reality hits. Like hard.. it goes something like this.. BAAAAANG BOOOOOM BAAAAANG!!!
I mean I still have 9 more units for crying out loud *ARGHHHHH*
Not to mention to pursue the career of being an accountant (louzy one at that) I still gotta get my CPA.. or CA.. which is theoretical and as rock hard as my.. when its.. you get the point.. i hope..or maybe its best if you didnt..

Here I am shitting away on my own damn blog when I could go back into the study room and continue with some weird ass cosolidated financial statement.. but oh well..
So stop me..

fine you did.. bye